I don't think
I've gotta say it
It seems unnecessarily
One should know it
Sense it in the air
And take the hints
In brief
She and me story
There was no history
There was no chemistry
For anything to come in between
One can not say "I know you enough"
Being in the other side of the world
No I couldn't have given away
Any wrong impressions
Unless my general friendliness
When she was in the other side of the globe
Still I am sorry if I did by any means
I like her
I know she likes me too
But likeness doesn't even come close
And get dressed up as love
In a blink of an eye
She must have known it
When she first conceived this
She should've known better
The coin has a other side to it
So please don't pretend
That you didn't know the in outs
And act like child
When you too must have been
In life's rougher terrains
The road could lead anywhere
I am not saying anything on
About her pressure on this
When I am pressed by
The same ordeals alike
But I do not let my life happen
Like CNN late breaking news
Is it simple to see
From anyone's point of view
Only that I didn't know how to be frank
Or may be be blunt in this regard
All of a sudden
And still be nice at the same time
When I try to speak
The matters in hand
She goes on saying
That I am 'Pandithai'
But never really listens
I can convince the world
Only if I can convince myself
From the very first signs given
She just proved me otherwise
So I said it
The nicest way I can think of
It's very unlikely happening
If I go on and fall for her
That very moment
She says she will buy me time
And then she wanted to discussed it
All over again at the very next call
And go on and on
When I really do "mean" it
That I am uneasy over the phone
To be honest
That is itself seems enough
Anyone should get the message
The chemistry just isn't there
Not in this life
When even I have given her the chance
She can't even set up
An alarm to wake up on time
W ithout missing a possible date
That knocked her at doorstep
In life I try my best
T o take matters face to face
Eye to eye
Over the phone being in distance
Not quite my way
So if I point out
There are a thousand things
That we are a so different species
When computers, gadgets to software
Music, dancing to nature
The Internet, blogs to these writings
Takes my life revolving
Those had never being in
Even in her vocabulary
Still it can be negligible
If you at least go on reading me @
Dreamsmademe Blog
Or in the other places like these
To get an idea of
What kind of a soul I am
But I see no comments
Even emails go unchecked
So how dare you say
That you "know" me enough?
And what about me?
Do I know you enough?
How on earth that can be
If we were the same kind
No I don't have to say any of these
So don't get me wrong on this
I am not being shrewd
No we won't be getting anywhere
We had even hardly been good friends
True enough I can be nice
Even nicer than you think
It's just the person I am
But you should get it by now
It's just a false lead
Pardon me if I am blunt
You can't find a place between
Win win situations in all the time
No half meanings
Life is just plain strange
So I don't
Ain't see no heaven in there
Where you suppose to be
So please don't hold on to
Any false hopes there ain't
The friendship is fine
The expensives are appreciated
Handcrafts are awesome
Memories are welcome
I am truely and deeply touched
And I am still too sensitive than you think
But I can not pretend
Things which there ain't
A life which I am not
I hope you understand
And will make peace with it
All the best !